In Freedom,
Frank Moore
“i’m so not surprised the things… elements and people he and ana touched.. i remember that time when BUK was sick with his lukemia… and those close were endlessly in wonderment and fear… i was like “oh, he lives in infamy now…” and GKHB said something in the likes of.. “oh.. he’ll be a university requirement… trust me.. doctorates.. here we come”… i can see.. dave.. ana… alpha beat… making kiddies and elderstatesmen who are now on the brink of their element (now that they have the time… you know how retirement can be for those who wanted to make time for their creation… but..) they will come across bouillabaisse” and go… “well.. son of my bitch” and embark on a journy…i would.. well, i did… tho- i was never pulbished by them… didn’t stop me from recognizing something inevitable… if you see what i’m saying.. so.. (it’s g’damned hard.. i wouldn’t want to feel that way…too close) dave.. he woulda wanted that that way.. ya know? 😀 i can see him now.. ‘come on.. push out that ejculatory erradication… present… and suck you son’s o’ bitches… come on! make this shit hole a better place… you got something to tell us… well.. come on… what’s stopping you? something broken? 😀 i liked him because he under-freaking-stood.. (and boy.. i was POS in the small press.. many avoided me and still do.. but he was like… nah.. you no scare me chick! (he just didn’t have the time.. and boy… coming to the whatnots they had to ordeal in… they were evutally limited on time and efforts in so many ways.. but weren’t stopped no matter the sluggishness they eveloped.. what a shame… gkhb can revelate more on his feelings… the 90s were tough… i cna’t see how they did it.. i knew so many back then who offed themselves….but d and a…. (dave and ana… i called them DNA) they laddered… so someone had something to climb… boy.. is it hard to climb… (ok, i’ll stop now.. :D) thanks for keeping up… i’ve been sooo busy… NOT that i’m complaining… you aren’t alone… tho- we’re not close to DNA… this situation sure makes life cease a while… such a loss… it not technically or accordingly…. but esoterically and personally… too
damned soon… i tell ya what…. g’dmaned dave.. we just hooked back up… *shakes head* yep… bunches of grapes and crumbles of cookies… i hope ana is soldiering on… i fear the feelings and existance she now has… i would NOT want a life lost i love… for the ages… i couldn’t do that… so empty and hard… i’m not that strong.. trust me… and i’m a terminally ill whatsoever and mr. b (gkhb) had a recent heart attack… eh.. age and living… so.. what are you about? i’ve been so departed from the small press and life overall.. so many new folks coming about.. just on the behalf of dave… it’s amazing… if he only could see… the lives he touched… ain’t that the shit?”