Month: May 2009 (Page 1 of 6)

Movie you are in Frank! Renaissance Community/Brotherhood of the Spirit

(from Penny Arcade:)

Revisiting Rapunzel

It was interesting to see a film about somebody I knew.

I couldn’t believe it when I arrived at Northampton’s Academy of Music for the premiere of UMass professor Bruce Geisler’s new film about the Western Mass commune Brotherhood of the Spirit. There was a line at the box office that was so long it went all the way down the long sidewalk leading to the Academy, around the corner and stretching to the bus stop. I couldn’t remember seeing a line like that for an Academy of Music show since the Ramones played there in the late 1970’s! Later it said in the Collegian that the premiere was the best selling opening for a film (as opposed to a concert) in the modern history of the Academy.

There was no way my friend and I were going to get in the back of that line, despite the flute playing clown which entertained the line as they waited, because it looked likely that the line was long enough to have the show sell out before we could reach the ticket box. So I just made a video of the scene outside the Academy and resolved to return the next day. There was a line on Sunday too, but not nearly as long and I managed to get in.

I guess the huge turnout shows that even after all these years people are still fascinated by the question, “What the hell was going on at that commune up in the hill towns in the 70’s and 80’s?” In fact I would consider the story of the Brotherhood and its controversial leader, the drug-addled mystic Michael Metelica Rapunzel, to be the most important largely untold story in Western Mass history, the only more important one being the fall of Springfield at the hands of a brutal political machine. Both are essential topics for understanding why our Valley is what it is today, and neither story has ever been even half told.

Perhaps I should have predicted the film’s popularity. Shortly after the death of Rapunzel I wrote a brief memoir of my visit to the commune for my website. I was surprised afterward to receive a stream of emails from people who had lived at the commune. This surprised me in part because my account was filled with sarcasm bordering on ridicule and was hardly flattering to Rapunzel or his followers. Yet a Google search showed that my article and another by Stephanie Kraft of The Valley Advocate were practically the only things available on the web about the commune. That supporters of the commune felt compelled to write to me about their experiences, despite my article’s unsympathetic tone, suggested to me that there must be a real hunger out there to sort out what the commune meant, a task made difficult by the fact that there was nearly a total lack of any historical account of what had actually happened at the commune.
Personally I was unqualified to offer anyone that historical perspective. My account of the Brotherhood was based solely upon one visit I made to the commune that lasted only four or five days. I spent most of that time working in a vegetable garden, which was a tremendous culture shock for a street kid from Springfield. The commune members were obviously on some sort of spiritual trip, but in those days my idea of a spiritual quest was making it to the teenage keg parties in the woods next to Saint Michael’s Cemetery. I only spent one evening in the company of Rapunzel, and I left convinced that Rapunzel was a shameless hypocrite and an obvious charlatan.

Interestingly, none of the commune members who contacted me argued much with my appraisal of Rapunzel. In fact several insisted that he was much worse than I had described. But what I found everyone saying was that I had missed something in my brief stay, that there was much going on at the commune that was very positive, very high energy and which had nothing to do with the dark psycho-dramas surrounding Rapunzel and his inner circle. Over and over again I kept reading the same thing in their emails, which was some variation of the phrase “the best time of my life.”

I took going to see the film Free Sprits more seriously than I normally would when seeing a movie. I generally read the Valley Advocate soon after it hits UMass/downtown Amherst late on Wednesday afternoons. But this week I refused to read it because of the front page article by Andrew Varnon, which I didn’t want to prejudice me in any way about what I would see. I wanted to watch the film clean, with no expectations or preconceptions and I also wanted to test my own memory against whatever I saw. I was afraid Varnon’s Advocate article would trigger memories that would feed my biases.

What did I think of the film? At the end of the movie I gladly joined in with the thunderous applause. I was applauding not because the film was good, which it was, but because it had been made at all. I felt that an important missing piece of Valley history had finally been filled in, at least partially, and that it was a film whose importance surpassed its entertainment value. I would go so far as to say it is the one essential film this year that every resident of Western Mass must see.

I was pleased to discover that I saw little that clashed with my own recollections, in fact the film brought to mind things that I had long forgotten. It was strangely nostalgic to see pictures of the inside of the giant dormitory in Warwick (which I more accurately called “a barn”) and the dining area where we ate our dreadfully bland vegan meals.
One scene in particular struck me, the one where everyone is shown running across a field. At one point I spotted among the runners a person being pushed along in a wheelchair, a very disabled spastic person with no control of his body movements. It brought to mind a long forgotten incident involving that very person, who one morning was laid out on a table in the barn. We were instructed to form a line and file past this pathetic person and look directly into his eyes. It was typical of the kind of crazy things we would do that were designed to break down any hang-ups you might have about your body, such as the nude sauna they had outdoors or the arrangement of the toilets in a circle so that you had to pull down your pants and shit in front of your friends. (Many, myself included, preferred to go in the woods rather than use those toilets.) Anyway, I remember looking into the eyes of that spastic and being startled, because I saw such awareness in those eyes that it was clear that there was an intelligent mind trapped inside that body.

I’m sure I’m not unique in feeling that important things were left out of the film. Part of that is inevitable; apparently the original director’s cut was over three hours long, which would be commercial suicide for a documentary. But I found it unfortunate that so much was glossed over in the film about the commune’s beliefs. The truth is there was no great philosophy guiding these people, just some vague altruistic impulses tied to generalizations based on the basic principles of most major religions, particularly Christianity, all mixed up with the cult of personality around Rapunzel.

But it would have expanded viewers insights had it been shown the way they were heavily into reincarnation, and how one of the most bizarre aspects of Rapunzel was his insistence that he was the reincarnation of Saint Peter, the apostle of Christ, and the Confederate Civil War General Robert E. Lee. Astute observers will notice in the many posters shown in the film that Confederate icons are everywhere, an aspect that is somewhat politically incorrect these days when the Confederate flag is considered by many as a symbol of racism. Indeed modern lefties will find much to dislike about the commune, especially its insistence on the subservience of women and its unfriendly attitude towards gays.
To its credit, the film is mostly honest about the dark side of the commune. Originally a kind of unstructured democracy, the commune became increasingly socialistic with all wealth eventually centralized in Rapunzel. In that sense the commune presented a microcosm of how socialism devolves into tyranny and of why socialism failed so consistently in the past century whenever it was tried. Once people weren’t allowed to keep the money they earned, it was as much a road to ruin for the commune as it was for places like East Germany.

But fuzzy ideology and bad economics were not the most important reasons the commune failed. There was also the disastrous alliance between Rapunzel and a pair of crackpot mystics who insisted on “guiding” the commune with their magical powers. Once you’re running your life in accordance with someone chanting in a trance about spirit guides, disaster must inevitably follow.

But nothing was more destructive than the drugs. The film insists the commune’s ban on drugs was sincere, and I saw no drug use when I was there except what was offered to me by Rapunzel. Yet I’m inclined to believe those who have told me that the no-drugs rule was just a necessary pose to keep the rest of society at bay. Had the commune ever been seen as a pro-drug environment, that would have been all the authorities would have needed to squash the commune like a bug. The film buys into the notion that the Brotherhood was a sober meditation society, but I’ve spent a lot of time with stoned people and even in the earliest photographs most of these folks look wasted to me.

Interestingly the film says little about the one area where Rapunzel may have been a true visionary – video. He was not the first to embrace the notion that everything should be filmed, photographed, recorded or written about (that would be the Grateful Dead and the Merry Pranksters) but Rapunzel was certainly one of the early pioneers of that concept, especially in the area of the music video.

The saddest scenes of the film are the last interviews with Rapunzel, which show him in a shocking state of degradation, slurring his words, prematurely aged and cluelessly in denial about what has happened to him. If you want to scare kids away from drugs, just show side by side a picture of Rapunzel as he was at the beginning of the film and what he looked like at the end. Scared straight indeed.

Free Spirits is an important film for many reasons, but mostly because it forms the first real foundation for intelligent discussion of what the commune meant to our Valley. It had an influence far beyond its actual membership, functioning almost like a counter-culture university, sending its graduates out into Western Mass where they profoundly influenced the communities in which they lived. A lot of what makes us “The Happy Valley” was forged in the crucible of The Brotherhood of the Spirit. And say what you will about Rapunzel’s bad end, the commune at its best was a living model of the notion that you can live your life the way you want, as opposed to what society expects of you, and if you will only have the courage to sincerely try, then you can create the life of excitement, spirituality and high adventure we all crave, especially in our youth. In that sense, it’s no surprise that people later described it as the best time of their life.
As I was leaving the theater a giant balloon was hovering over Northampton.

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I have not seen the movie. They wouldn’t give me a copy. There is a home movie online from the community that contains a brief glimpse of me… And a wedding photo!

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

Skate til you die ! article in East Bay Express today !

The East Bay Express “SKATE TIL YOU DIE !” Article is online ! and in print
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kewl, John!

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

have you seen this?

(from Penny Arcade:)
Michael Rapunzel

1950 – 2003

“The answer is never the answer. I’ve never seen anybody really find the answer — they think they have, so they stop thinking. But the job is to seek mystery, evoke mystery, plant a garden in which strange plants grow and mysteries bloom.” Ken Kesey

Michael Rapunzel, the founder of the largest commune in the Northeast (which was located at various sites throughout Western Massachusetts) died last week at the age of 52. I knew the guy in his heyday and considered him an egomaniac, a shameless hypocrite and as mad as a hatter. Still I found myself unexpectedly saddened by the news of his passing. Ironically he died not here in the Valley, where he had such an impact on thousands of lives over two decades, but in almost complete obscurity in upstate New York. The cause of death was listed as cancer, a surprisingly quiet and commonplace death for one who lived his life way out on the furthest edges of experience. I would have predicted his end as a drug overdose or suicide.

The first time I met Michael Metelica (his real name) was in a huge barnlike structure in Warwick Massachusetts, where about 75 people were living in sleeping bags that were spread
all over the structure every night and then rolled up and put away every morning. On the occasion of our meeting Michael was dressed in a Civil War military style coat, which had special significance because he considered himself to be the reincarnation of, among others, the Confederate Civil War General Robert E. Lee.

Rapunzel was well known in Springfield through his rock band Spirit in Flesh, whose posters were plastered everywhere around town in the 1970’s. The band played frequently at the old
Capitol Theatre and The Paramount (now the Hippodrome). They even had a popular album now long out of print, but which I notice you can still buy at high prices from online rariety outlets. Rapunzel was the lead singer for the group, and their rock concerts were in part
recruitment rallies for the commune of which he was the spiritual head. Many people from throughout the Valley took the band up on their open invitation to visit the commune, and I was one of them.

I was quickly disillusioned by what I experienced there. For a commune headed by a rock and roll band the place was oddly puritanical, there was no drinking, drugs or sexual promiscuity
allowed, which was very disappointing. I mean why go and live in the woods with a bunch of hippies if you can’t party? Also they had a farm out there that you had to work on everyday if you expected to stay. I worked on the farm and after several days of toiling under the blazing sun in a cucumber field, stooped over plucking weeds like some old-world peasant, I resolved I ain’t gonna work on Michael’s farm no more!

But what really ended my experiment with communal living was the food. Not only were the members puritans but they were vegetarians as well, so after breaking your back in the fields for
ten hours all you had to come home to was a bunch of rabbit food in a big wooden bowl. For dessert they had peanut butter on homemade bread. What shocked me was that this meager meal was considered by the commune members to be the high point of the day! I couldn’t figure out what was wrong with these people that they were voluntarily choosing this lifestyle which if imposed on the convicts in a chain gang at a state prison would’ve resulted in a riot. At least in jail you get a hamburger now and then!

After about a week of visiting this hippie hellhole I was only too ready to head gratefully back to Springfield, and it was then that I first encountered Michael Rapunzel. I had not met him earlier in my stay because Rapunzel did not live with the rest of us in the big barn full of sleeping bags. He and his girlfriend, as well as other band members, lived in an old farmhouse on the property
which was off limits to the regular commune members. I also knew by then that Rapunzel claimed to be the reincarnation of other historical figures besides Robert E. Lee, including Saint Peter, the apostle of Jesus and the founder of the Catholic Church.

My last afternoon at the commune Rapunzel suddenly appeared among us dressed in his Robert E. Lee personna. He immediately zeroed in on me as if I were the only person in the room (there were dozens of us present) and greeted me as if I were an old friend. I was surprised to realize just how old a friend he considered me to be! Rapunzel told me that when he was living his past life as Saint Peter, he had known me in my past life as a shepard who tended a flock just outside of Jerusalem. Apparently I was a shepard with a philosphical bent, since Michael/St. Peter claimed to have spent many evenings discussing spiritual and intellectual matters with me under the stars as I tended my sheep.

I’d like to say I laughed in his face upon hearing this ridiculous story, but I didn’t. I didn’t in part because Rapunzel had an odd charisma about him that was hard to define but quite powerful. Somehow he had a way of making you want to believe him, no matter how nonsensical his comments were. I was somewhat immune to his charms because I didn’t fall for his lies, but I didn’t laugh at him either. I just said “Wow, that’s cool,” or something to that effect. Besides, why be rude to a friend you haven’t seen in nearly two thousand years?

That night, as I was asleep in my bedroll ready to split from the commune the first thing in the morning, someone shook me awake. “Gather your things and come with me,” the man said.
“Rapunzel wants to see you.” A few minutes later I was crossing the grassy field between the communal home and the farmhouse, the way shown by a swaying kerosene lantern held by my mysterious guide.

Soon we arrived at the mystic’s dwelling. Once we were inside the farmhouse the guide
vanished. The initial sensation I experienced was the strong smell of marijuana smoke. Sitting there in the living room, shirtless, barefoot and wearing only an old pair of jeans, sat my biblical
companion Michael Rapunzel, also known as Saint Peter, the Viceroy of Christ, also known as General Robert E. Lee, the military genius of the old Confederacy, the lead singer and songwriter for the rock band Spirit in Flesh, also known as the great guru of the commune known as The Brotherhood of the Spirit, the Pied Piper of Western Massachusetts and the Grand Wizard of Warwick – smoking a big fat joint with a half-empty bucket of Kentucky Fried Chicken sitting in
front of him. I stood before him with my mouth hanging open in total awe, not of Rapunzel, but of the Kentucky Fried chicken. After a week of hard labor and vegetarian dining I was ready to kill for a chicken wing!

Rapunzel offered me some chicken and also the joint. As the evening went on we drank wine and then split a qualude as well. That might be why I can’t recall much of what Rapunzel told me that night. I know he said a great deal, in fact he showed little interest in me except as a captive audience for his long rambling monologues. I guess he didn’t care what I thought, because he knew I would soon be leaving. He was interesting and persuasive, although it no doubt helped that I was too stoned to think twice about anything he was saying. While I don’t remember the details, I know that the gist of what he said was that he had been reborn to save the world, and that this fast growing commune was merely the modest beginnings of a global movement. I did not argue with him. I was so zonked out it was all I could do to keep from drooling.

I left the next morning just as I had planned, although much later than I intended, having slept late in my drugged state. Michael was in bed and did not get up to say good-by. I remember I stole a joint off the coffee table when I left, and departed with plenty to think about. What I mostly thought was what a two-faced bastard Rapunzel was. Here were his faithful followers
living on lettuce, working like slaves and rejecting all pleasures; and here was Rapunzel, their spiritual leader, living in the seclusion of the farmhouse and leading a life of complete hedonism!

What was most weird about the people in that commune was the way they were so blind to what a con-man Rapunzel was. These were folks who had come to the commune to drop out of society and who regarded the modern world with such skepticism and distrust that they wanted to live like people in a pre-industrial age. Yet when fed a story by a guy claiming to be the reincarnation of St. Peter and Robert E. Lee, they would accept that shuck and jive without a hint of disbelief. There was a lesson in there somewhere about the need for some people to believe in something even when the evidence is against it, simply because that’s the easier thing to do. The commune
members imagined themselves in the vanguard of a new lifestyle, a movement that would sweep the world. But what they were really doing was indulging themselves in evasive behavior, letting Rapunzel think for them so they could have the luxury of not thinking for themselves. I left pitying them.

I also learned a little something from the way I’d reacted to the sight of that Kentucky Fried chicken. I realized that the limited and deprived way the people on that commune lived was part of what gave Rapunzel his power. Make people eat lettuce all the time and they’ll go crazy with gratitude when you finally offer them a chicken wing. I’ve noticed since then that on some level that same kind of withold and grant game is at the root of every destructive power relationship I’ve ever seen.

I never revisited the Brotherhood of the Spirit again, but followed their exploits as best I could through the local media. They eventually left Warwick and settled in several other Western Mass communities, usually to the alarm of the good citizens already living there. At one point Rapunzel had everyone in the commune apply for welfare, then made them all turn over their checks to him. The scam caused such an uproar that the legislature revised the welfare laws to prevent it from continuing. Eventually Rapunzel was rejected by his own followers for his drug and alcohol abuse. For a while he was allowed to stay in the commune, but without his dictatorial powers. Finally he was thrown out for good, and by that time the name of the group had been changed to The Renaissance Community. It still exists today, but as a pale shadow of its former
self. As for Rapunzel, he finally cleaned up his act as far as dope and booze went, but it was too late. In a photograph of him that appeared in the Sunday Republican a few years back he was almost unrecognizable, a bloated ruin of the charismatic leader I had known.

So now he’s dead. What was the meaning of his crazy life? I guess we never quite got around to figuring out the meaning of life on those long nights he claimed we spent, he and I, on the fields outside the walls of Jerusalem. Or maybe he told me what the meaning of life was that night we spent on drugs in the farmhouse in Warwick, and in my stoned stupor I forgot. I don’t know. I don’t have any answers.

Good-by Michael Rapunzel, whoever you were.

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ah yes, a few years ago I googled SPIRIT IN FLESH and got this. And then got on the brotherhood’s email list and quickly became a Thorn in their side… The carnal devil! When I got there, Michael was just turning. Funny, when people talk about cults, they talk like the leader forced the followers into insanity. This is to avoid personal responsibility. But in reality when a cult heads into insanity, the followers corner the leader by their expectations and their desire to escape their own personal responsibility for life. This createS a feedback cycle of co-dependency
[which is totally different from inter- dependency] which spirals downwards. This doesn’t happen in most groups that could be defined as cults. But Michael was in way over his head.

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

RE: Renaissance Community/Brotherhood of the Spirit (Rafael II)

(from Rafael:)

No, not expectations Frank: If you expect, it leads to deception, and you get weaker.

Espérer ne veut pas nécessairement dire avoir des attentes, malgré que ça va ensemble, c’est vrai…

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you mean pictures of what SHOULD be… Which limit possibilities. But reality tends to be shaped by expectations. High expectations without pictures is the best, the most unlimited. Life is a battle of expectations.

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

Re: Renaissance Community/Brotherhood of the Spirit

Mr. Moore,

I understand that you once belonged to the Brotherhood of the Spirit/Renaissance Community.

I am currently writing a novel that will involve the commune to some extent. Consequently, I have been researching the commune for several months now. I will talk to absolutely anyone who has firsthand experience with the commune. I would love to talk to you, if you would be at all interested in talking to me.

I have talked to a number of people whose names I am sure you will recognize, including: Paul Skiathitis, Susan Weiss, John Carpini, Eric Hardendorf, Tom Snyder, Larry Raffel, Jim Baker, May Ristich, Cindy Prince, Melvin Weiner, Jacki Odess-Gillet, Bruce Geisler, and others.

If you’re interested in talking, shoot me an email.

BEN DUFFY

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sure!

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

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Mr. Moore,

I would begin by asking you:

1) When and why did you come to the commune?

2) When and why did you leave the commune?

3) What aspect of the commune were you involved with? I mean, did you work in any of the businesses, were you involved in the church, did you write for Free Spirit Press, etc?

Thanks a lot. I eagerly await your response.

BEN

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well, ben… Here it is! Ask more questions!

Well, Ben, I was there from early summer 71 to late summer the next year. I was living in Santa Fe for the year before that. Do you know I have cerebral palsy? I am in a wheelchair, talk by a head pointer and a communication board, etc. it’s only important for this tale. So in Santa Fe, I was basically a hippy, writing for the underground paper, living communally, visiting the major communes in northern New Mexico… Morningstar, the Hog Farm, The Theater of All Possibilities, etc. When I first got to Santa Fe, I lived in a Digger-style of commune, The Center, for two months. Then I lived with Louise Scott who was living communally in San Bernardino when I was going to college there. I lived with Louise, her eight year old son and her thirteen year old daughter Denise as well as various other people in various houses. Most people then knew me as Unicorn because of my head pointer. My column in the underground paper was called UNICORN SPEAKS. The general vibe of northern New Mexico was communally spiritual.

But I grew too comfortable there. And I knew that Louise wanted to move to the land. I ain’t a land kind of guy. And I was intimately lonely, wasn’t finding that kind of relationship. But we need to be clear. I had a rich, full, fun life there, full of friends, political and social activities, deep spiritual exploring. A lot of music and dancing! In fact Robert Downing Sr. saw me dancing at the local bar and offered me a role in his movie Greaser Palace.

But practically the next day I was volunteering at the crisis center, which was the latest version of the digger commune. There a couple was putting up posters that said “SPIRIT IN FLESH IS COMING! “ We started talking. They had an inner shine common to Yoga people and other cults. [I use the word “cults “ as a description, not a value judgment.] They told me about the commune they lived in in northern Massachusetts. Bonnie and Allen, the couple, were traveling around the country fliering for the commune’s band, Spirit in Flesh. They walked home with Denise and me, telling me I should come to the community. With 250 people there, they could deal with my physical needs, etc.

Well, that sounded good to me. And Bonnie was sexy, warm, etc. With 250 people maybe I’d find some one…

When I told Louise and my other friends about my decision, they were more than a little concerned. But they supported me. I put a sign in the record store for a ride to Massachusetts. A brother and sister answered. They had been students in the community free high school who were off to college in Vermont. We all often went to community dances. So we knew one another that way. So I traveled across the country in the back of their station wagon. They fed me, etc.

One problem. I beat Allen and Bonnie back to Massachusetts. So when the kids dropped me off at the commune’s house in Northfield, there was less than eager acceptance! But there was no way to send the crip back! And the two kids needed to be on their way to Vermont! So the vexed community members milled around me on the front yard, trying to figure out what to do with me. At one point, Michael, the leader of the community and the lead singer of Spirit in Flesh, walked up. In New Mexico I had been in contact with “holy men“, gurus, spiritual teachers, etc. The good ones saw some aspects of what they did as cons, saw themselves with a twinkling sense of humor, and had a certain lust for life that could be mistaken for being dirty old men. So after they had filled him in, I spelled out “I am a con man too. “ He just said, “he stays. I have been waiting for you.“ And he walked on. So that was that. Some women brought me in to the house, fed me, cleaned me up, etc. I thought my luck was holding. After the original freak out, the people in the house were warm.

That evening there was by chance a free Spirit in Flesh concert in Greenfield that the Northfield people were allowed to go to. It was an outdoor event. It was my first time hearing /seeing the band. Pretty good! So I started dancing in my wheelchair in the audience. But community members quickly frowned me down. My dancing was “carnal“! And besides a cripple dancing was disturbing the audience! I started wondering about my luck!

And that wondering intensified when I moved to Warwick the next day and attended my first COMMUNITY MEETING. Michael’s talk was alternately down to earth and pure spiritual nonsense! And afterwards most people said Michael had said the exact opposite than he had said. Beam me up, Scotty! Moreover, people kept coming up to me to say I must have done awful things in my past lives considering how ugly and physically fucked up I was! I wondered what they did in their past lives to be rude and spiritually stupid! But there I was. So better work with it! And Michael worked with me in a remote manner to create a personal myth around me, protecting me from the popular social game of brutal confrontation. First he said he wanted me to dance on the stage at the big concert at Carnegie Half a couple of months from then. This confused the people who thought I was carnal, etc. Then he added I was the same as him, saw the same as him, and he was preparing the world for me to do my thing. All of this confused people, made them treat me differently, carefully. I thought Michael had good intentions, but was so way over his head. He did not know how the world works. He did not think 250 people living happily in the community was enough to change the world. So he got seduced by glamour, by trying to be a success, a rock star, etc.

For the first couple of months I floated, mainly hanging out in the hallway outside of the kitchen at Warwick, talking to people, asking people to feed me, give me a drink, help me in the bathroom, etc. I made good friends. I also painted oils and typed on my electric typewriter poetry and a novel in the dining-room. But floating is a hard way to live, especially eating beets and rice. So I ended up in the hospital with pneumonia, almost dying. Michael visited me in the hospital and appointed Russell and Sammy to me. Also he gave me special food money. When I got out of the hospital, Russell, Sammy and I shared a room in the Warwick main house. We became like the Three musketeers… Bad Boys. We traveled just below the commune’s rules, going outside of the community, hitching into adventures. Russell and I always pulling the fearful Sammy along. But Sammy always finally jumped! We traveled to the cities where the band was playing and talked to people, etc. and became a part of the concerts… All of this was against commune’s rules. But when THEY tried to bust us, kick us out of the van, whatever, Michael over ruled them, which confused them, stretching their reality. This was one of my roles. Things were leading up to the big concert at Carnegie Hall. Basically we three lived by our wits, without money, in New York City for the week before the concert, mainly hanging out in the Village… Sneaking into THE GASLIGHT and backstage… Having a wheelchair race down Beaker Street at two in the morning with a Vietnam vet, etc. The climax was me dancing on stage! And my first big public performance made it into CREAM MAGAZINE!

But after that, Russell wanted to move “up “ in the commune’s structure. So they moved me to Northfield. I again floated, but in a slightly more stable situation. I always was talking about how people needed to be more gentle with one another, be down to earth, and not so caught up in “spiritual “ glamour. This was not a politically correct stand right then, although there were a lot of gentle, down to earth people there. But at the time there was a fad, a plague, of channeling/automatic writings sweeping Northfield. It was supported by Michael’s sister, Jacquelyn [“Jackie “] and was pushed by Robin Paris, who had a strange relationship with the target of my romantic intentions, Debbie. One day Robin went into a trance and a spirit came through claiming to be my spirit. I happened to be in the room at the time. At first it built me up, flattering me. But when I kept saying “that ain’t me, my spirit” it started yelling at me, listing what a carnal shit I was, etc. This event put the breaks on the channeling /automatic writings fad! Debbie was officially moved back to Warwick in disgrace. [Warwick was the bottom of the ladder.] So I asked to be moved back to Warwick to be close to her. But she, Robin and Jackie disappeared for months. They were hiding out in New York City. Years later I would buy the loft they had used.

So in Warwick this go around, I lived in the plasticed-in porch. I became a night person to avoid most of the soap opera confrontations. So my room became a hang out for the creative people. There were two girls who mainly took care of me. Each often slept in my bed with me. Nothing sexual. Just cuddling. That is how dumb I was! But it played into my carnal reputation. In reality I was a virgin. Actually this was one of the things Michael worked on with me. One time he “gave” me his girlfriend for a week to show me how a woman should treat me. Unfortunately I did not know what he meant by “gave. “ So I didn’t take full advantage of his offer. Another time at a group meeting, Michael made a pronouncement: “Frank needs sex! “ I wasn’t at that meeting. I happened to be having my first actual fully sexual experience with my close friend, one of the back up singers. Because we had the love of friends, it was deep and rich. But because I was so romantically focused on Debbie, it was a one time thing. [Darn!] But it did set the frame for the week of strange sexual encounters with women who wanted to follow Michael’s directions by fucking me. Pretty shallow, not satisfying. I decided to hold out for Debbie.

Most of the people would not listen to me when I tried to tell them this spiritual glamour was spacing them out of this human life. But then one day, when I was typing, a spirit who later introduced himself as Reed, came through me, typing, “You are not typing this, Frank”. At the beginning, I thought I made Reed up to get the people to listen, and to start creating my ideals in the world. But I may have been taking more credit than I deserved because Reed and two other spirits/characters/persons took on a reality of their own . People waited for the next “lecture” to come through. The spirits talked to people, guiding them (and me) to create a new personal community. I was saying the exact same things I had before. But now this spirit was saying it! People were listening seriously. Ah, the holy con job. Professor Beth and her husband… Who got both Michael and Elwood into their “spiritual careers”… Actually approached me to be the next Elwood. I declined.

To make a long story short, Debbie reappeared. I went for what I wanted with her, with the help of Reed. We got married. But it soon became clear that to have a strong personal relationship would have come in to conflict with certain commune’s factions. Jackie was trying to force Debbie to go apple picking for a month! I saw the writing on the wall. So we left. It was a little more than a year after I arrived.

I have tried over the years to manifest the core of what the Brotherhood of the Spirit was trying to do. I am satisfied! I went back about two years later. I was shocked by what the community and Michael had become.

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

Reality Playings on May 16 at 8pm in Oakland!

we shall dive deeper into the sea of unknown freedom!

The Underground Hit!

REALITY PLAYINGS: experiments in experience/participation performance

Frank Moore, world-known shaman performance artist, will conduct improvised passions of musicians, actors, dancers, and audience members in a laboratory setting to create altered realities of fusion beyond taboos. Bring your passions and musical instruments and your senses of adventure and humor. Other than that, ADMISSION IS FREE! (But donations will be accepted.)

Saturday, May 16, 2009
8pm

TEMESCAL ARTS CENTER
511 48th Street (at Telegraph)
Oakland, CA 94609-2058

For more information

Call: 510-526-7858
email: fmoore@eroplay.com
http://www.eroplay.com/events.html
http://www.temescalartscenter.org/

“…He’s wonderful and hilarious and knows exactly what it’s all about and has earned my undying respect. What he’s doing is impossible, and he knows it. That’s good art….” L.A. Weekly

Resisting “the easy and superficial descriptions…, Moore’s work challenges the consensus view more strongly in ways less acceptable than…angry tirades and bitter attacks on consumer culture.” Chicago New City

“If performance art has a radical edge, it has to be Frank Moore.” Cleveland Edition

“Transformative…” Moore “is thwarting nature in an astonishing manner, and is fusing art, ritual and religion in ways the Eurocentric world has only dim memories of. Espousing a kind of paganism without bite and aggression, Frank Moore is indeed worth watching.” High Performance Magazine

“Surely wonderful and mind-goosing experience.” L.A. Reader

In Freedom,

Frank Moore

Re. Frank Moore’s show

To whom it may concern,

I heard that some of the forthcoming rules and regulations may jeopardize the continuing broadcast of Frank Moore’s program on your channel; I’d like to state that his show is the ONLY show I currently watch on your channel, and I hope that you are able to continue airing it.

Thank you,

– jonathan krop

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Frank Moore’s programming has not been jeopardized. He will continue to have programming on BCM Channel 28.

Thank you for your concern.

Sincerely,

Arielle Elizabeth
Programming Coordinator
Berkeley Community Media
510-848-2288 ext. 13

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(from Jon Krop:)

just letting you know i did write to them!

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thanks, Jon, for writing! Her response is extremely interesting, especially in light of her email to us today [see below]. In these situations it’s hard to get them to admit they are gunning for you because they want YOU to appear paranoid. And they want to be able to deny. But her email below is the smoking gun. To say the least, she’s less than honest with you. True, UNLIMITED POSSIBILITIES show, the first run version, will still play three nights a week. But, as she admitted, the new rules were designed to knock off THE BEST OF UNLIMITED POSSIBILITIES which runs late night every night to fill empty air. They don’t have new local shows to fill the time slots. These rules already knocked off my music show GOING DEEP TO THE CORE AT BURNT RAMEN. As it stands now BEST OF will go off the air in July… If people don’t call B-TV at 510-848-2288.

The new rules are legally questionable, to put it mildly. But more on that later! FOLKS, CALL B-TV!

Regarding the Best of FMUP series ….

Hi Arielle,

One of the main reasons we decided not to submit a cable request for Best Of Frank Moore’s Unlimited Possibilities for the new season was because of the new rule that states “no series programs with the same host may air more than once per day”. Also, because the series would be cut down to 3 shows per week.

Originally, Frank offered to run the Best Of FMUP series because there was no programming through the night on BTV and we know that there are a lot of people who watch TV all night. It was a way to have programming on BTV every night.

We are willing to be bumped for actual shows, but we can fill empty air time.

— Corey

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Corey,

As Programming Coordinator, I personally feel that it is important that all producers should be treated equally. The new policies were written specifically to give all of us (including myself) guidelines on how programming will be scheduled. These policies are designed to promote fairness and equity among the entire membership. Nobody will get special treatment from now on.

I understand and appreciate the fact that you folks have provided BeTV with lots of programming. However, I must treat all producers equally – which means BOFMUP can’t stay on the schedule (as you have deciphered). I hope you understand. We’ll be finding new ways to deal with the empty hours of the evening.

Sincerely,

Arielle Elizabeth
Programming Coordinator
Berkeley Community Media
510-848-2288 ext. 13

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