Month: March 2009 (Page 1 of 3)

Fw: an interview from the past!

(from Annie Sprinkle:)

Ahh, memories. Or should I say mammaries?
Yes, Frank and Linda took NYC by storm.

One correction, Karen was already very well known before I got into doing performance art.
YOU (Frank and Linda) and company would stay in my manhattan apartment when in town. That was fun.
Maybe you can one day post the photos and interview I did of you for some sex magazine. I think it was ADAM mag.
Mondo New York was a fun film.
KEEP IT UP.
Annie
PS– Beth and I will move back to San Francisco in July, which will be nice. Would love to get to one of your performances soon. I could use a hit.

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Annie, I would love if you two come!

I have fond memories sitting around your dining table talking intensely to a parade of interesting people.

We have to search the archives for that Adam interview.

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

an interview from the past!

This is the transcript of the video of the interview I did with the N.Y.C. public access channel in 1987 in Annie Sprinkle’s apartment. The video is up at http://www.eroplay.com/intimatetheater/intimate.html. We will link this transcript to that.

This needs a set up. The interview took place the day after the performance we did at The Sixth Sense Galley in the East Village and we had done our first performance at Franklin Furnace the week before. The crew was at the Sixth Sense and did an impromptu interview at the end of the performance as Veronica Vera and I sat nude together. It was a great ending to the three hour performance. But they were not the only film crew filming that performance. The other crew was for the film, MONDO NEW YORK.

I got in that film by a fluke. They were thinking about having Annie in it. She was in my cast for Franklin Furnace. She talked me up to them. They decided to film my performance. I made sure she was in my cast.

They wanted to film my Franklin Furnace piece. But that was a five hour performance with over fifteen people in the cast… A complex ritual. I had experienced big movie crews shooting my OUTRAGEOUS BEAUTY REVUE in the late Seventies and how they change [to put it nicely!] the experience in the ritual. So I did not let them shoot at the Furnace. But we set up another performance at Annie’s friend’s intimate gallery for them to shoot. This was a good call! As we were setting up for the show, the film‘s director and the producer tried to bully Linda into changing things for the film. She just directed them to talk to me. I matched their N.Y.C. energy and had them carefully eating out of my hands. They agreed to no bright lights. But then when the performance started, they blasted the lights, washing out the slides projected upon the nude bodies, not to mention the dreamlike quality of the performance. But after ten minutes they turned off the lights and packed up and left. So the audience settled back for the three hour experience! When you watch that movie, you now know the real story!

Back to the interview. For years I had been pissing off “the art world” by warning that the political correctness pressure put on artists by other artists would invite outside censorship. This was years before Senator Helms targeted us artists for doing “obscene” work. Funny, it was the script of my Franklin Furnace performance that got me on the targeted list. Reporters from a N.Y.C. Moonies’ newspaper got into the Franklin Furnace’s archive looking for sexy hot pieces for their expose on the n. e. a. And they found my script! Not only erotic, not only nudity, but shamanistic! Also funny… In the next room Annie was interviewing Karen Finley for an adult magazine. So in the apartment that afternoon there were three of the original five Helms targeted performance artists. At the time Annie was seeing herself as just an adult star… Even when I predicted that she would become an important performance artist. It would be little more than a year before she would do her first one-person show. Karen was known as an underground artist. But it would take her a couple more years before she would break through to fame. By the way, it was Karen who got me the Franklin Furnace gig.

Well, that is the historical context for this interview. Enjoy!

Linda: To clear up his problem was to stop drinking coffee for a while. He said it wasn’t forever.

Q2: Right. It’s very hard.

Linda: Frank said fine. He just stopped right away. He said I won’t drink it until I get back. So he hasn’t had coffee for a couple of months.

Q2: That’s good. I have a pre-ulcer condition.

Linda: So you don’t drink it at all?

Q2: Well, the last 2 weeks it’s been acting up, ever since we started this video business, and the strain. Going shooting at midnight is not exactly good for your health if you have ‘til 2 or 3 in the morning tapings.

Linda: That’s what it’s been like for us all week.

Q2: Yeah, running around. New York is conducive to a certain unhealthiness.

Frank: Media blitz.

Linda: Yeah, we’re just adjusting to it. It’s just different than what we’re used to. Is this half inch?

Q2: It’s half inch. Everything’s auto on it but we found out the auto functions don’t work so well.

Linda: Why’s it so big?

Q2: For stability. We could’ve gotten one of the smaller ones but they don’t…this can go on the shoulder, it can cradle a camera. It’s a little more stable for shooting. It’s also very low light. You can shoot under a candle light, a single candle light. It’s very good and it’s got stereo sound.

Frank: Last night all the lights they put on.

Q2: They didn’t need that. We knew that that would happen and we thought it would upset him.

Linda: He told them no lights. We told them just a slide projector and they said fine, but when the performance started they started putting the lights on. They’re bad.

Q2: Yeah, they are. They’re film people. I’m rolling. You can just talk. We’re just having a party here.

Q: Frank how long have you been in New York

Frank: One week.

Q: And how long are you going to stay? Do you have any more performances?

Frank: No. Tomorrow we leave for Philadelphia for a performance there.

Q: How many performances do you have in Philly?

Frank: One.

Q: Who are you going to stay with in Philadelphia, friends?

Frank: Yes, she’s a friend and she’s also the person that booked us at the gallery there.

Q: Can you tell our viewers about your theory of eroplay? What is eroplay?

Frank: Playing physically but not sexually.

Q: When does it become sexual and how to you keep it from becoming sexual?

Frank: What your intention is, is how you keep it from being sexual?

Q: Is that your intention to keep it from being sexual?

Frank: When I eroplay, yes.

Q: When you eroplay then you eroplay. When you have sex then you have sex.

Frank: Yes.

Q: How do you think eroplay can be helpful to others?

Frank: In a lot of ways, like before people just had sex. If they wanted to be at all physical with another person their only option was to have sex with the person, so they just jammed all their needs for intimacy and play and physicalness into sex even when sex did not satisfy those needs.

Q: Have you ever read a book by Wilhelm Reich called The Function of the Orgasm?

Frank: I have heard about it and read about his theory.

Q: In his book, The Function of the Orgasm, he talks about the orgasm in relation to a bladder. You fill the bladder up and you have tension then you release the bladder and it’s fulfilled and happily satisfying. He got to the point where he said that fascist Italy was a lack of satisfying orgasm. What do you think of those things? He said that if you weren’t satisfied then you had what he called a secondary impulse.

Frank: He was still influenced by Freud so he focused on the sex act.

Q: Rather than play.

Frank: But what he is saying is basically true. Look at Reagan, at what he is going after – any erotic.

Q: He has a lot of missiles.

Linda: What do you mean?

Frank: I mean Meese.

Linda: The anti-obscenity type panels? You’re saying that that kind of oppression, that there’s an oppressiveness coming out of the government from Meese affecting that, trying to repress any kind of release of anything that has to do with erotic or sex or physical stuff.

Q: Have you felt repressed at all in performing your pieces?

Frank: No, but I am waiting.

Q: You’re waiting for someone to come and nail on you.

Q2: Have you seen Paul Cotton? You know Paul Cotton’s performance?

Frank: Yes.

Q2: Paul has been arrested several times. I think they finally gave up. He was so persistent. Paul at Easter would do a performance as an Easter bunny with his genitals exposed and got popped a couple of times in Berkeley I remember.

Frank: We did a performance together.

Q2: Very good! I’d love to see that! What did you do?

Linda: Basically Frank invited Paul to be a guest at Frank’s series at UCB and he told Paul to use Frank as a prop and whatever Paul came up with was ok. So he used Frank as a prop. Paul came in with a costume he had made for Frank which included spaghetti hair and basically not much, just a few strips of things around Frank. He painted Frank’s fingernails and then he held Frank on his lap always dressed as his Easter bunny and they just kind of rocked there together, and Paul had some spiritual kind of speaker talking on a tape recorder.

Q: How do you think being in a wheelchair and not being able to talk has helped or hindered you?

Frank: It is one of my tools.

Q: I was thinking after I saw your performance last night, how would you feel if you came to a performance and you saw what I saw last night. What if you saw a fellow like yourself in a wheelchair, that couldn’t talk, or you saw a person like myself, that can talk and can walk, doing what you did and you were in the audience? What would you think of that?

Frank: I obviously would like it. I would no do it if I did not like it. In fact, I do it partly because no one else is doing it and I want to see it and so I have to do it myself.

Q2: That goes back to “if you want something done then do it yourself”.

Q: And what did you do before this? Why did you think of doing this?

Frank: To be with people, like I took an intensive film course.

Linda: He took an intensive film course and learned how to make movies and then when he was finished with the course he couldn’t afford to make movies. So he did what he called the non films before there was video stuff, and he would have people come over and he would do non films with them. That’s how he got started.

Q: So you liked to be with people. Before that you felt that you weren’t with people? You were alienated or alone?

Q2: You spoke about being a voyeur I remember. I thought that was nice though because I’ve always thought of myself as a voyeur, particularly when I’m behind the camera sometimes.

Frank: Not by choice.

Linda: You were a voyeur not by choice.

Q: How can you be a voyeur not by choice?

Frank: I did not have my board and pointer until I was close to 20.

Q: You had no way to communicate before that?

Linda: He could communicate with his family. They had their system of going through the alphabet which he uses even now at home when he doesn’t have the board and pointer on, but anybody other than his family couldn’t communicate directly to him, and if they wanted to then it had to go through his family, his mother or brother, and that didn’t happen.

Q2: That’s an amazing thing because even though you were a voyeur not by choice, within your body is an incredible person with this mind thinking and seeing and feeling everything that everyone else sees and feels. The difficulty is it might be frustrating to express that for Frank but it’s like one up. It’s all happening and yet you know it’s happening and no one else may know it’s happening.

Frank: It gave me a base so when I finally got into the action…

Linda: You had a lot of ideas about being.

Q: How did you create the board or did your family help you make it?

Frank: When I was 17 I had an idea for the pointer. The board was not the key. It was my pointer that was the breakthrough.

Q: When you communicated with your family, how did you do that before the board?

Frank: But they did not want to let me use a pointer.

Linda: When he was a child they wanted to make him normal and so they tried to get him to walk, they tried to get him to use his fingers to type. So when he was 17 and he had this idea of the pointer to learn to type because he saw that the other stuff wasn’t allowing him to communicate and it was just such a struggle. He didn’t really have any desire to be normal. He was more motivated by wanted to just be able to communicate.

Q: His family didn’t want him to use the pointer?

Frank: The doctors and the therapists were the ones that wanted me to be normal.

Linda: And they were the ones that were kind of encouraging his family to follow in that direction.

Q: If you couldn’t communicate with them then it must have been pretty frustrating for you Frank.

Frank: The school was about to drop me because I wasn’t able to keep up. Finally my teacher made them try the pointer and after 5 minutes I was typing. I should have typed “I told you so”.

Q: Those are the perfect words.

Q2: They thought he was a slow learner.

Q: How do other people communicate in your situation if they don’t use your system? What do they usually do?

Frank: It varies.

Q: None of those other systems of communicating were attractive to you? You didn’t like them? They didn’t work?

Frank: 2 years ago…

Linda: The computer board? 2 years ago the social workers and therapists came up with another idea for

Frank which was a computerized board that would talk and print out on a lighted screen and everything.

Q: Did you try that one?

Linda: Oh yeah.

Frank: Because this is too low tech.

Linda: So everybody spent all this money and bought him this board.

Frank: $5000

Linda: $5000 to get him this electronic board without him having a chance to try it. He tried it on and off for about a month and it was a lot harder. What would happen is that people would…like when you communicate with Frank like this you have to read everything aloud and you tend to guess and try putting it together. But with that board because it had this voice and everything, people would either get fascinated by the electronics and not pay attention to what he was saying, or they would figure they’d just wait until he prints out the whole thing and see it splashed on the screen so they’d stand there and meanwhile he’d have to work to print every single word out rather than having to have them guess.

Frank: And I had to aim.

Linda: And the keys were such that he had to hit them right in the middle so that was really hard.

Q: How did you meet your wife Frank? How did you meet Linda?

Linda: I was working in a travel agency and he came in to get some flight information. The way he tells the story is he looked down my shirt and said “You’d be great in a play I’m doing!”

Q: You were type casting?

Frank: Puff Puff

Linda: Puffing on his cigar. And then we just started hanging out and doing projects together right away.

Q: This was in San Francisco?

Linda: Berkeley. He had just moved to Berkeley.

Q: Where did you live before that Frank?

Frank: New York city.

Q: How long were you in New York?

Frank: For 9 months.

Q: Why did you move back? You didn’t like it?

Frank: I could not get in.

Q: Could not get in where?

Linda: Just get in, like into something that was going on, hooked into something.

Frank: Like here you read about things after they happen.

Linda: So he’d read about something after it happened but he wouldn’t know about it before it happened.

Q: And you feel that in San Francisco, in Berkeley, you are more in?

Frank: Yes. In New York city I did a workshop and 2 performances during that time, but no root.

Linda: Didn’t get rooted.

Q: So, a lot of who you are, your work your play, everything who you are is important for you to be in, be intimate with people.

Frank: Yes.

Q: I think you’re doing a good job at it.

Q2: How is it, you mentioned when I was reading the book about artists like Chris Burden and where do you see yourself in that? You referred to him as the older. Chris has moved onto video. Chris is actually mainstream at this point.

Frank: Head of the department at UCLA.

Q2: Success has gone to his head.

Frank: I am still a rebel, like I am more tied into the young artists.

Q2: Did you see any of the performances early works by Terry Fox in Berkeley at all?

Frank: No.

Q: Have you seen Karen Finlay?

Frank: Yes.

Q: What did you think of that?

Frank: Which time?

Q: The last time? What did you see the last time?

Frank: She is in transition. She now has to deal with fame to make sure fame don’t take her power away. Like before she famous she could focus on the magic, the shock.

Q: Why can’t she do that now?

Frank: They accept everything she does.

Q2: That’s true.

Q: That reminds me of something Kurt Vonnegut said. He said something like “In America it’s almost worse than being in a repressive society because anything you do is leveled.” You know if you were to be put in jail or suppressed at least it meant something, but if anything you do is just water off a duck’s back it doesn’t mean anything.

Frank: Yes. That is the plot.

Linda: Frank often refers to the plot that we’re all victims of and also perpetrators of the plot at the same time. It’s the thing that kind of keeps us out of touch with our own power and our own uniqueness and keeps suppressing them in a very tiny little way so you can’t quite put your finger on it.

Q: Do you see that happening to you Frank? I mean since you’ve been in New York people have been interviewing you and filming you.

Frank: They try but I am like Zorro. They can not quite peg me.

Q2: Good. Let’s hope they never do.

Frank: That is my job. Keep it un-pegged so it cannot be muted.

Q: I can’t think of anymore questions. What’s your area code?

Linda: You can tell we’re local. I can just put one on there now. 415

Q2: Thank you Frank.

Q: Do you have anything to say in parting?

Frank: No. It is your job to get me to say something in parting.

Q: I guess there is one question I did forget. What’s your favorite fruit juice?

Frank: You are doing a shitty job of getting me to say something in parting.

Q: You’re not going to tell me what your favorite fruit juice is then?

Frank: For money I will make something up.

Q: Thanks a lot Frank.

L: That was fun!

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

April Reality Playings poster is up!

and we continue the roll! Don’t miss this one! I have surprises planned!

REALITY PLAYINGS:
experiments in experience/participation performance

Frank Moore, world-known shaman performance artist, will conduct improvised passions of musicians, actors, dancers, and audience members in a laboratory setting to create altered realities of fusion beyond taboos. Bring your passions and musical instruments and your senses of adventure and humor.
Other than that,
ADMISSION IS FREE!
(But donations will be accepted.)

Saturday, April 18, 2009
8pm

TEMESCAL ARTS CENTER
511 48th Street
Oakland, CA 94609-2058
For more information
Call: 510-526-7858
email: fmoore@eroplay.com
http://www.eroplay.com/events.html
http://www.temescalartscenter.org/

Upcoming performances in this series:
Saturday, May 16, 2009

“…He’s wonderful and hilarious and knows exactly what it’s all about and has earned my undying respect. What he’s doing is impossible, and he knows it. That’s good art….” L.A. Weekly

Resisting “the easy and superficial descriptions…, Moore’s work challenges the consensus view more strongly in ways less acceptable than…angry tirades and bitter attacks on consumer culture.” Chicago New City

“If performance art has a radical edge, it has to be Frank Moore.” Cleveland Edition

“Transformative…” Moore “is thwarting nature in an astonishing manner, and is fusing art, ritual and religion in ways the Eurocentric world has only dim memories of. Espousing a kind of paganism without bite and aggression, Frank Moore is indeed worth watching.” High Performance Magazine

“Surely wonderful and mind-goosing experience.” L.A. Reader

Downloadable poster here (.jpg)

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

bizarre révolutionnaire’s nightmare

Frank,

Made this bizarre dream in which the republicans did a ”coup d’Etat” and took power at Washington again !

W. Bush was there, and Cheney ( he was the head of it all );

Obama’s election was just a small relief for the american public in order to fool them into believing in the american democracy !

And I was trying to tell one of my friend in Montréal about it, hearing it in the news back there, and an automated voice poped out in my cell phone advizing me that my call was being moniterd and listened too !

What a bizarre dream ( which was actually a small part of a collage of multiple parts, not linked together whatsover, and I can’t remember the rest very clearlly… ).

Whatever, just had to tell someone I guess.

Thanks for reading Frank ! 🙂

And continue those art performances Frank, this world needs open spirit people like you to crack their mind open all right !

Révolutionnairement,

Rafael

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just call me the minds’ cracker!

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

saturday’s performance

We are on a roll! Saturday we did the second performance of our REALITY PLAYINGS monthly series at TEMESCAL ARTS CENTER in Oakland. We are back to the core of the work… Working without a net, playing off of whoever comes, without a plan. Except for one performance for the campaign, it has been four years since I have done this level of improve playing. It feels good to be back to the core!

This one was heavy into audience participation. It also was the first performance we have done in years [except for poetry readings and campaign speeches] without any nudity or explicit eroticism. It just happened that way. But I got shit when we got home from our eighty year old neighbor church going Betty. See, Betty gives pearls, beads, and jewelry to Linda and Jen for their performance costumes when they are nude. And she just gave us a new bunch. But no nudity! I had to explain why there was not nudity and promise there will be nudity next time!

And of course the night of slipping into altered states was greased by the musical adventures of Doctor O.!

DA BOYZ:

We were early to the space, and found that spot right in front, perfect. No one was in the space, so we opened it up, and got started loading things in! Really fun to be back in Temescal again, and setting things up. Gels on the lights this time, xmas lights adding more cozy color and warmth to the space … we were all setting up, arranging the space … really fun. Dr. O soon arrived! He got set up … We needed all the extra time! And it seemed like it wasn’t long before the first person arrived … it was Ben again from ECNG. Neat! Then a few more people came in … Frank got started, asking people how they got there that night … and asking Ben to talk about the last performance … and asked him why he came back? We can’t remember exactly what he said, but he talked about it being an “authentic experience”, something along the lines of that it was a space and a context in which he and others could be fully himself and real …

Frank went around the room … what did everyone do for fun? This brought up some pain, Ben said about himself … but Frank masterfully transformed it into joy … Ben liked to eat out … Where do you eat??! “Always looking for good places to eat out!” Ben mentioned some places on Solano that he liked, since he lives in Albany … Frank also recommended Ajanta and Cugini … pricey, but Ben could go there for his anniversary lunch! Ben laughed … Frank always knew just what to say …. He used everyone’s responses to create something, to weave it all together, to connect … it was really fun to watch. Charles liked to dance … Frank immediately had him dancing a short dance to the music … The woman with the short hair came to play, liked games, physical play … would she do Gestures with Frank? Sure! The girl and her guy friend … she liked going to see strange movies, like David Lynch … Frank liked them too … was the performance so far like one of those movies? She said it was … especially the music! Dr. O’s music was amazing all night long, and really expanded too when he was joined with people that Frank had play with him from the “audience”. The girl’s friend liked to waterski and fish for fun … you could tell he thought he might be mocked for such “mundane” passions … like that wasn’t “artistic” enough or something! But no, Frank said he went fishing once with Roy Rogers and Dale Evans … and their sidekick! The guy was loving it! Frank caught something, but it was “rigged”! Then he went deep sea fishing later on, but didn’t catch anything that time … hard to rig deep sea fishing! A girl came late … she had come from a flier she saw on Monterey Ave., which Jen put up! We talked later about how it felt like everyone came to the performance with a strong sense of resonating with something they saw in the flier, and a willingness to play, to experience … not simply to watch, however they might have been framing what that might mean for themselves … Corey said later that the amazing variety of types of people, races, genders, etc., etc. drove home the fact that people were responding to what Frank is doing on a much more essential level from the very beginning … he wasn’t appealing to a certain “type” of person, he wasn’t “hip”, it wasn’t mostly people from some kind of cultural sub-group or whatnot … it was all kinds of people responding to something they felt in themselves … a desire to connect, to go deeper, to push beyond themselves. That is what the asian girl said in her own words … And Frank asked her if she would “go all the way” … he didn’t know what that meant, but would she? She said she would … she likes to go all the way, “because she can” … and its fun! Frank said that he is like that too.

And then Frank set everyone up doing something … Charles and the waterski guy and the short haired woman would join Dr. O in the band … He would do gestures with the asian girl, directed by the other girl in David Lynchian fashion … Ben was the audience, at first … It was really interesting to feel this shift into risking, playing, unknown … Linda read the Gestures, and the adjectives … the girl did a little bit of directing … then Frank would shift things around, and now the asian girl was directing, and the Lynch girl was doing the gestures with Frank … Frank paired Jen and Charles to do the gestures too … the music was going along all this time, blasts of trumpet now accompanying the neverending exploring sounds of Dr. O and the other players … it was beautiful … and under the direction of the asian girl, it got very goofy and silly, fun! Frank kept moving people around … some people chose to remove themselves … when the Gesture came up for rubbing each other’s genitals, not for sexual reasons, but for body comfort, the Lynch girl quickly removed herself, and it wasn’t long before she was out the door with her guy friend, who had been having a good time on the trumpet!

Gestures was really beautiful, small, exploring … it was neat that Ben’s entry into it was through the departure of the girl … he was willing to risk. He and Frank rubbed each other … Charles too, he got the same Gesture read when he and Frank were paired up … The asian girl also seemed to relax and open up … and stayed the whole time, doing all the gestures with all of her pairings … and amazingly, not one article of clothing came off! Ironic that this was the performance that The Berkeley Daily Planet would not list because of Frank Moore’s “detractors”, because of its “adults only” nature! The one performance where no clothes came off!

And then Frank asked Charles to do a dance to the music of Dr. O and others from the “audience”. It was an amazing dance, part of which was with Frank, which was really beautiful, intense, connected and direct … it reminded Frank and Linda of a butoh-style dance that someone had done with Frank in a performance years ago…

And then Frank asked everyone what they thought of the performance … which, as Linda was saying afterward, really felt like an important, indispensable part of the performance, the way in which the experiences of the performance became real, solidified … the performance was continuing to work through this conversation at the end … we were blown away by the things people said. What Ben said about his experience of this performance, doing the gestures … how it pushed him through his fear … how Frank followed what he said into his realizing that there really wasn’t anything there to fear … He said that he kept running away and coming back internally, but externally, physically, he was there the whole time, never left. But he always came back inside, and Frank asked him if the running away got less and less? Yes. Frank said it was great to have him there again, and to come back! He could build on “regulars” … The asian girl’s experience echo’d what Ben had said … but she and Frank got into a really interesting conversation about “safety zones” … she was afraid to take her coat off, although she kept wanting to, because of some strange fear of being “invaded”, which she realized was something that was from inside herself, something she was “working on” … she said she heard the voices of her family talking at her also … Frank said that being vulnerable was much stronger than being rigid … and Linda said that it was a general principle of life, wasn’t it? … that when one is all tight and protected, one is easier to be controlled, to be harmed … but when one is open, vulnerable, everything is more fluid. Frank and the girl talked about being a rubber ball, able to bounce back, to be flexible vs. walking on eggshells, where things are brittle and can snap. Really amazing!
The short-haired woman really appreciated the freedom she felt at the performance, that there was a lot of choice to do what she wanted to do … she talked about how it did not conform to her expectations … that she had a picture of being involved in some way, in participating, which is why she had come, but did not think it would be so much, which she liked! And experiencing Frank too was a big part of it. Charles, the dancer, spoke of the difference in coming into the space and being guided by Frank into these realities, and how that would compare to how things would feel if the audience members were left more to their own devices. It felt like what he was trying to say was that Frank’s direction allowed for more to happen, for more depth … to explore more deeply in freedom and still feel safe ….he was using the word “responsibility”, as if people did not have to take responsibility as much with Frank guiding them the way he was … but it felt like he meant more that this performance was more about following than deciding …

Frank passed the hat at one point. It was amazing that people filled the basket at the end of the night! Another amazing performance. Charles the dancer asked near the end what was the video going to be used for? It really shifted things when people ask things like that … suddenly there is introduced a lack of trust which is really palpable.

On the way home, we were talking about the performance, hoping the rain did not amount to much .. that it would stop long enough to get Frank inside and get the stuff unloaded! It cooperated somewhat … We were talking about a lot of the things we wrote above … we just loved how Frank always knew what to say, always connected to people, made things feel intimate, close, small, real …. he always speaks plain, opens up the limits of what people think is possible, doesn’t compromise, and uses everything, especially transforming things that one would think would be hardships into positives … and often doing the unexpected!

JEN:

It was spitting just a little but stopped when we were getting Frank into the car. We were ready to go. It’s exciting and so much fun because we never know what’s going to happen at a performance. The people that are going to come don’t know what to expect either, but we’re in the same boat! We got to the space and unloaded everything. Then Mikee and Corey set up sound and lights while Alexi and I put up the banners. Linda and Corey worked on the swag table, I put down the mats and blankets and then christmas lights went up which looked great. Dr. Oblivious arrived and starting playing once he set up. The space was transformed.

People started coming in. The guy from ENG who was at the first performance was the first to arrive. It’s fun to have him come back. More people arrived and Frank talked to everyone asking them what they do for fun. The guy from ENG said that the question brought up pain in him but then he said that one of the things he does it go out to dinner. Frank asked him where he went and then started talking about places to eat on Solano, telling him that he should go to Cuccini’s for one of the ENG anniversary dinner, and that made the guy laugh. There were some musicians there but they didn’t bring their instruments, so that was going to be put on the flyer for next month. One guy said he liked to water ski and fish so Frank talked to him about fishing, telling him the story of when he fished with Roy Rogers. It really made the guy relax. Another guy said he liked to dance so Frank asked him how he would dance to the music Dr. O was playing and he did a little demo of that. Frank introduced Dr. O and talked about how he came to be one of the many musicians that plays with us. Some of the women said that they came because they liked to play and go past boundaries. They saw the flyer and were attracted by the prospect of doing this. One of the girls was full of energy and said that it’s fun to challenge herself and try to find ways to get past the boundaries that she has. Frank said that they should play gestures together with another girl directing them as if they were in a David Lynch film, while Frank has some of the other people play in the band.

Gestures is a game where a slip of paper with an action is pulled out of a bag at random. An adjective is also pulled at random and the people playing have to do what it says the way it says to do it. The first gesture was to curiously show each other your belly and rub it. The girl was wearing a long dress and very quickly pulled it up and rubbed her belly, but then when she was told she had to keep doing the gesture until the next gesture was called, she just rubbed her belly without pulling up her dress again. More gestures were called but she wasn’t really doing them so Frank switched the girls so the one directing was now doing gestures with him. They rubbed calves together and rubbed shoulders etc. The other girl was now directing. Then Frank said for me to play gestures with one of the guys. We rubbed thighs together and the directions from the girl were to do it acting like monkeys, and then like it was raining. It was fun to play! Then the gesture was pulled to rub each others genitals for body comfort. The girl said she wouldn’t do that and very quickly went to the bathroom, then left with her boyfriend who had been playing trumpet in the band.

Frank had the ENG guy come up and play with him. You could feel people opening up to the play and also their fear of it, but it was a cozy place, a warm environment where you felt you could open up to it without reacting to the fear. Frank kept switching partners and calling others in. At one point there were 3 couples playing, everyone risking because it was totally random what gesture would be called. Bodies were intertwined and moving together, chests rubbed, butts rubbed. It was a lot of fun and the first time I ever played gestures. At one point another woman was with Frank when the gesture to rub genitals appeared again and she refused to do it, so Frank said that she could then direct. She seemed a little disappointed about it but she stayed. Then the game ended when Frank had the guy who danced at the beginning do a dance with him while the rest of us played in the band.

When the dance was over everyone sat together on the mats and talked about how they liked it, how it felt. Frank loved dancing with the guy and said it reminded him of a Buto dance he had done at another performance. The guy from ENG talked about how he was running away in his mind even though his body was here doing the gestures. Frank asked if he came back in his mind, and he said that he came back several times. Frank asked if he ran less each time and he said that he did. He said that he ran out of fear and Frank asked him what he was afraid of. When he thought about it there was nothing concrete to be afraid of but he said it had something to do with feeling like he was a bad person, like he shouldn’t be doing what he was doing.

One of the girls had the same experience and said that she didn’t want to take off her coat because she would feel exposed if she did that. Everyone enjoyed playing together even though it had challenged them and they had gone beyond their comfort zones. Frank talked about comfort zones and how they’re danger zones. In your comfort zone you are rigid and tight, not open and flexible. That rigid tightness is hard and fragile like an egg shell, but if you’re open and flexible to anything then you can bounce like a rubber ball. It makes it easier to dance with things and you are more protected that way.

There was a guy who came in and shortly left when Frank said he liked rubber balls. Then he came back with a rubber ball and a notebook. Frank asked if he had seen the performance. He hadn’t. He said that it was because of indecision. Frank said it took him 2 hrs plus to decide, then the next performance starts for him at 5pm and it will already be in progress then. He didn’t have much to say after that and then left.

Frank asked me to compare this performance to previous performances. It felt the same in that it was a comfy cave to play in, but it was different because everyone was playing together and there was not a focus that people watched. It felt like the first performace I went to in Brooklyn where everyone played together, and Frank was in the cave when a lot of that was going on. All the performances have really been different in terms of what was going on and how the audience participated. This one felt like it opened up a space for people to play with each other that is outside of comfort zones and what is deemed as ‘appropriate’. It was really deep fun that went beyond taboos. Every person talked about how they liked the performance, including Dr. O. It was really fun to hear how everyone took it in.

After the performance Linda talked about how gestures always fits the situation perfectly and whatever is pulled seems to be just what is needed. It always feels like a progression into deeper play. We talked about how each person played, and how the one girl left because Frank really hit a button with her. We got everything packed up and then headed home. In the car Linda talked about how it seemed like it was one of those times where what Frank is doing is intersecting with what people are looking for, what people want.

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

You have my vote

(from Meredith Estey:)

Ever since I saw your photo on wikipedia I knew there was something…different… about you. Your ideas are brilliant, and they do make perfect sense. That’s how things should be done, common sense, good luck with the election Mr. Moore.

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thanks, Meredith. Getting the ideas out there was the main purpose of my campaign. I am glad it is continuing to do that.

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

Re: a milestone!

(from Jeff Snyder:)

Super big Mozel-Tov Frank! It’s nice to know you and the gang are out
there stirring shit up 🙂

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thick black shit!

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

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Oh by the way, Mark (Phog Machine) and I are collaborating on a song. When it is completed, I’ll make sure you get a copy.

Have a lovely weekend, Jeff

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can not wait! I love bringing people together!

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

a milestone!

we just finished the 400th episode of Frank Moore’s Unlimited Possibilities for Berkeley’s public access channel! each episode is two and a half hours long. so it is one thousand hours of programming! [we have done two other shows also (an hour format each)!

just one of the things we do here!

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

RE: [Fwd: hey, doctor oblivious!]

Too funny. I’m expecting a low turn out from our group for this one. Most people won’t RSVP until a few days before the event either way. We’ll see how many make it.

—dr o

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never know! the last performance had a nice audience. for this one we are getting more listings in the papers…but that is usually when nobody comes!

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

[Fwd: hey, doctor oblivious!]

hey dr. o,
wanted to make sure you received this email from frank!
Linda
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I got it. I want to know how you guys got hold of my arts MeetUp group’s posting about it? Did I send it to you and forgot?
—dr o
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hey, as part of our marketing research we googled the performance…and got this! actually last month’s performance we found another group planning to come…but never made it. this adds a new dimension to performing…seeing people’s process of deciding to come [or not].

In Freedom,
Frank Moore

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